Week 18

so this week lots of traveling!! i used to love traveling but know we do it so much its starting to get so annoying!! but it has to be done! um..... so this week is transfers again! so that means Elder Ruesch get a new companion again!!!! Always a scary thought you never know what he will be like. ive been praying god will send me the companion i need. i still have a lot to learn i need sombody who can help me with those things. but i guess we ll see what god has planned for me! because the truth is i can pray and beg for my idea of what i need but i honestly have no idea what i need. just what i want. god knows what i need exactally and maybe what i need isnt for my mission. maybe god wants me to learn somthing for later on in my life. who knows.. oh ya thats right.... God know.. haha

this week i had a really cool experience. i really enjoy reading the new testament. but something ive found to be really cool is when i read a chapter i then go and read my good ole friend Elder Talmages thoughts on that chapter or story out of jesus the christ!!! wow talk about power. i honestly dont think there is any man on this earth that is smarter then him. half the things i read in that book go right over my head but it is still great! so i read a few different stories just about some of the miricles during the mortal ministry of jesus christ.... and when i then read about them in jesus the christ i had the strongest comfirmation of the truthfullness of my brother jesus christ. my heart was so full with so many thoughts and ideas but when i tried to write them down in my journal i didnt know how to explain it. it was way beyond what i was capable to explain.. out off all the things i have gained a testimony on so far during my mission is that jesus christ is my brother and my redeemer he died for me and he loves me so very much... ahhhhh i cant even explain my love for him.

i love you!!!!

Elder Ruesch